after one day of disorientation.

Tak ada manusia
Yang terlahir sempurna
Jangan kau sesali
Segala yang telah terjadi

Kita pasti pernah
Dapatkan cobaan yang berat
Seakan hidup ini
Tak ada artinya lagi

Syukuri apa yang ada
Hidup adalah anugerah
Tetap jalani hidup ini
Melakukan yang terbaik

Tak ada manusia
Yang terlahir sempurna
Jangan kau sesali
Segala yang telah terjadi

Tuhan pasti kan menunjukkan
Kebesaran dan kuasanya
Bagi hambanya yang sabar
Dan tak kenal putus asa

D'Masiv - Jangan Menyerah

when you need some shot of courage or just need something to calm you down after a rough hurricane, this song is the perfect one for you. i wish every happiness in the world for you, may you find the right person that can suits you. but still, i'm having one of my uncomfortable moments now, just let me be, i will over it someday. don't come again will you..? i miss you badly, this kind of hurting me, and i'll take it as something that i should overcome. may the happiness be with me soon, and you.


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Listening to: D'Masiv - Jangan Menyerah
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after the long blog hibernating.

HELLLOOOOOOO!!!!!
soorry my dear blog for not updating you for some time. okay so what's the update?? nothing is change, except my body size, weight, and the size of these cheek, oh nooo!!
tomorrow is the Final Night of Abang None Jakarta. meaning that my duty period is going to be over in not less than 48 hours :(.
remembering Abang None moments always got me smile, how i want to go back to that time, where i still the participant. those moments, whoever, made me for who i am today. i learned and i grew from it, so it was quite a turnng point in my life :). but well, as life goes by, everything must come to and end, replaced by something new. there are many hopes occur and i'll make it all come true, soon.

okaayyy, other news is that i'm missing a particular someone. actually i'm sort of over him but *his fault* he's bringing back those old memories. oh i hate it. as long as he *still* has no idea about what he wants, i'm hating him.. he should know that i might accept him for what he is, but he has to let me.
and if things were turn out otherwise, then i have to let him go (again) and growing up! no one falls in the same hole twice.. i guess he'll always be the one who came in my injury time. and it is too bad, really bad and hard thing to do, that i have to let you go :(

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Now playing: Beyonce - Ego
via FoxyTunes