Finally, Twilight!

akhirnya gw nonton TWILIGHT jugaaa. hooohh, setelah sebulan lebih tertunda, dan sejak bulan Agustus juga gw udah nungguin nih film, akhirnya tadi gw nonton jugaaa, huahahah *sorry for being too excited*.
hmm, biasnya kalo orang-orang komentar soal filmnya, gw cuma bisa ngangguk-ngangguk aja sambil membayangkan my version of the movie (only based on my perception upon the book). ya abis gimana dong, mau ikut seneng tapi gosipnya film ini mengecewakan, mau ikut ngritik tapi saya belum nonton, sedih kan..

sekarang gw udah nonton, and I'm ready to deliver my review. one thing for sure, to me Kristen Stewart isn't the right Bella. di pikiran gw itu Bella adalah cewe yang cukup fragile yang emang harus dilindungi, sedangkan di film bisa diitung pake jari kapan si Bella berakting clumsy. besides, Kristen is just too independent and has a maskulin voice to be Bella, really.
and Edward himself. haduuuuh, ni orang bikin penasaran deh bener-bener. gw jatuh cinta abis sama karakter Edward di buku, tapi begitu tau yang meranin ex Cedric Diggory... gw agak-agak ragu. setelah nonton sih, lumayan.. tetep di bawah ekspektasi tapi yasudahlah masih acceptable. masih ada beberapa scene yang emang Robert Pattinson ini ganteng gila; contohnya waktu dia baru jadian sama Bella dan dateng ke sekolah pake sunglass (wiiii, I want that kind of guy!); trus waktu dia berakting bandel-bandel gitu, haduuuuh cute banget.
secara keseluruhan film ini boleh juga buat diikmati, tapi kaya masih kualitas DVD gitu (not necessarily to be watched in cinema kaya Batman atau film fenomenal lainnya). dari segi cerita ya udah ketebak lah kaya bukunya, teen fiction romance gitu...

satu lagi, karena nonton film ini gw jadi suka sama yang meranin Alice Cullen disini, Ashley Greene, dan gw jadi suka sama karakternya dia disini. disamping si Ashley ini *somehow* lebih standout appearance-nya dibandingin Kristen, dia juga oke banget aktingnya, ngga kaku. malah gw sempet berpikir kenapa ngga dia jadi Bella aja? I believe she can play the role very well.


ahhh, yang penting sudah kebayar segala rasa penasaran gue, dan bisa nimbrung ngomongin Twilight dehh, hehehe. tadi pertama kalinya gw ke bioskop lagi setelah beberapa bulan serasa dikarantina oleh tugas-tugas, UTS, UAS, dan hal-hal kecil tapi menumpuk lainnya. dan begitu gw ngantri di line antrian, saya bingung saudara-saudara mau nonton apa, rasanya smuanyaa pengen gw tonton /hmm

Post Exam Phase

wooooh. akhirnya UAS selesai jugaaa (udah dari kemaren dan gw baru sempet nulis sekarang).
kemarin itu bener-bener pelampiasan segala macam ujian brengsek yang gw (dan teman-teman lainnya) jalani selama 2 minggu terakhir...
selesai UAS terakhir (yaitu Organisasi Internasional yang tidak berperikemanusiaan), anak-anak leyeh-leyeh ddulu di kampus, sementara gw harus latihan MCC *hukhuk*. kabarnya mereka mau main "bolpas" alias "bola pasir" yang mereka sebut "FNL" (Friday Night Lights *sok sok kaya tv series gitu*). yahhh, intinya kita main futbol tapi di lapangan pasir di belakang lapangan basket ABC Senayan.
awalnya gw udah memendam dalam-dalam bayangan gw untuk nonton bola, tapiii (sungguh Allah sangat baik) Harza mau nungguin gw sampe selesai latihan jam 7 malam *yang lain udah cabs dari jam 5*. Jakarta malam itu macet semacet-macetnya dan gw baru sampe Senayan jam 9! anak cowo main, main, main, sementara gw Anggun Andrea Risman foto, foto, foto.. hehe. selesai anak cowo main, gw juga ikutan main-main. lumayan capek padahal cuma main 15 menitan lepar-tangkap tanpa timpa-timpaan (gila aja), dan puas banget rasanyaaa. kapan-kapan kita (anak cewenya) harus main game sendiriii, haha.

abis dari situ sekitar jam 11an kita ke rumah Bimo, yang amat sangat strategis, di Bendungan Hilir *wiiii*. di sana makan, nyela-nyela, sesi curhat (khusus anak cewe aja, which were gue dan Anggun), dan becandaan khas bocah lainnya. haaaaah, udah lama gw ngga santai kaya gini, meskipun beberapa jam aja, I was happy. karena kemarin itu bisa dibilang sesi santai sebelum hari ini ada launching Ikatan Abnon Timur (dimana gw harus ngurusin juga kan).

waaa, ayo guys main-main lagii. liburaaan. setelah Bandung, bolpas, apa lagi nihhh??

10 Random Facts!!!

heheeeyy, I got tagged.
dari ka ncil niihh, tag nya adalah sebagai berikut:

# Each blogger must post these rules.
# Each blogger starts with ten random facts/habits about themselves.
# Bloggers that are tagged need to write on their own blog about their ten things and post these rules. At the end of your blog, you need to choose ten people to get tagged and list their names.
# Don’t forget to leave them a comment telling them they’ve been tagged and to read your blog

cukup sulit tag nya karena gw diminta menyebutkan (kalo di FH, sebutkan itu berarti dijelaskan juga) 10 random facts about myself. hmmm tough request I might say, because I'm not good at expressing what I am.
okey, let me try...

1. gw itu orangnya simpel. begitu juga pikiran gw. tercermin dari cara gw chatting atau SMS, gw ngga terlalu suka make kata2 'anak gaul'. dimana mereka nulis "sih" menjadi "siyh", atau "kok" jadi "koq", atau "nih" menjadi "niyh", ahh you know what i mean. berasa geli gw bacanya, hehehe.
2. i love music. especially nice music with nice lyrics. hmmm, most likely be the soundtrack of my life. seperti ka ncil, gw suka banget ngomong lewat lirik lagu (orang), hehe *secara gw ga bisa nulis lirik*. i like any kind of music, no spesific genre but i do have some favorite artists (yaaa, sebut saja The Killers, Beyonce, dan Britney Spears).
3. gw juga suka mencari arti dibalik quote2 atau lirik lagu. once i know what it means, it feels great. apalagi kalo artinya itu perfectly reflects what i feel, hihihi.
4. hmmm. gw suka menyesal kalo bangun kesiangan. ntah kenapa, gw merasa kalo bangun kesiangan itu bikin rugi, apalagi kalo gw tau gw tidur selama lebih dari 8 jam.. karena gw pikir kelebihan tidur itu akan berakibat ke jam tidur yang berantakan dan ngga bisa tidur malam harinya. dan kalo ngga bs tidur besoknya akan bangun kesiangan lagi. ngga sehat lah menurut guee :D


5. i'm quite a procrastinator. hopefully not a cronic one, because if i am, i'm not going to forgive myself (hahaha, berlebihan). sebenernya sih kalo emang gw salah satu yang kronis, berarti niat dan resolusi gw tiap tahunnya gagal total, huhu.


6. saya suka bermimpi akan banyak hal :). i have this mind set that too much dreaming MIGHT kill you, but if you're lack of dreams (or you can't dream) it definitely KILLS you. di lagunya Laskar Pelangi aja ada kata-kata "mimpi adalah kunci untuk kita menaklukan dunia..." hehe. kebanyakan mimpi juga ngga bagus. tapi kalo sukses itu awalnya adalah cita-cita, dan cita-cita itu diawali dari mimpi menurut gw :D.


7. gw ngga suka sesuatu yang monoton. karena gw gampang bosan, i intend to be eager to try most things in life. mungkin ini menjadikan gw multitasker (though i'm not a good multitasker), dan kesannya gw sibuk banget, padahal ngga. ini juga ngebikin kesan kalo gw ngga bisa serius dalam satu hal, karena semuanya ngga pernah selesai, keburu bosen, hehehe. sesuatu yang pengen gw ubah juga sih, or at least, minimized.


8. i'm a forgetfull person. karena itulah gw selalu mencatat semuanya begitu kepikiran, dan pengen banget semuanya itu terlaksana seketika. maksudnya sih biar ngga lupa, tapi ternyata itu menjadikan gw orang yang ngga sabaran, hehehe.


9. terinspirasi dari fakta ka ncil lagi, gw juga tipe orang yang sangat tidak ragu-ragu untuk mereject request dari orang(by Facebook or Friendster or Multiply) kalo orang itu sama sekali ngga ada hubungannya sama gw (same school or same institutions) dan gw ga kenal sama sekali. gw bukan tipe-tipe orang yang ngumpulin temen dari social network soalnya. lebih baik ketemu langsung di suatu event dan kenal langsung. bukannya bermaksud sombong atau gimana, tapi kurang comfort aja gw nyaa.. hehe.


10. saya orang yang sensitif (by means i'm an easily touched person). gw gampang banget tersentuh cuma karena nonton film *yeaa mostly by some touching scenes*.

well, i think that's all 10 random things about me. too random maybe, hihihi. oh iya ada satu lagi fakta yang sangat-sangat random tapi kalian harus tau (harus??): i really love TEMPE!! iya, tempe makanan. kalo sehari aja ngga makan tempe kayanya ngga afdhol, meskipun cuma keripik tempe yang pasti tiap hari harus makan tempe, hihihi.

okay, and by this i will tag Uti, Sarah, Epha, Mbak Sili, and my roomate Difa. :) haha enjoy the tag guyys.

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Listening to: The Killers - Losing Touch
via FoxyTunes

Happy Birthday to ME!! :D

my birthday this year was NICE..
so happy to get a chance to celebrate it in Aceh with all my ALSA FRIENDS from various part of indonesia, huhuhu. I was so happy guyys, thank you thank youu....
it will be one of my unforegettable moments, and I will definitely back to Aceh someday (especially Sabang) to explore another beauty of Indonesia. *and then my curiousness to visit one of the outermost point of Indonesia will be paid* :)

Yes, We Can!

pasti semuanya udah denger kan.. BARACK OBAMA, as the President-elect of the United States of America. and I can guarantee that this will be the hottest topic in like a week from now, at least. everybody's talking, speaking their opinions about this.. ngga mau ketinggalan dong, saya juga mau, hahaha *padahal cuma nyari bahan buat nge-post lagi di blog*. it's an effort to be exist.

Joe Biden and Barack Obama (US VP and President)

udah ketebak sebenernya, semua orang udah bicara atau "bermimpi" Obama akan jadi Presiden US selanjutnya. whereas this will beat most theories, idealisms, and steoreotypes about an US President.
now the new President is elected and proves us that a dream does come true..
it was a very unlikely-to-come-true dream, but now it happen. everything can happen. it scares me sometimes, there are things that should stay on their way for something, include the Americas's President. for long period of time it has been lead by people that physically alike (let's just say white people).
it was hardly possible for other race to run for the President, but now IT CHANGES.
change does scares me. not because I'm convenient in recent situation involving America, but what if this is a sign? what if this is the example that everything, that you thought would never ever happen, happen.
including the next World War? or another natural disaster? hmm.

okay maybe I'm thinking too hard, or too much on this case. let's see the bright side. what if (if we taking the never-going-to-happen thing) if Indonesia become a developed country in the end? hehehe, this is a brighter one. we should take one of Obama's spirit and belief,

"Our road ahead will be long, our climb will be steep. We may not get there in one year or even in one term. But America I have never been more hopeful than I am tonight that we will get there. We, as a people, will get there.."

*I wonder if our Government could promise the same thing*. that line has absorbed in my head, very hopeful and positive. people cry during his speech, like it was something magical (maybe it was). it was great, his speech was great. man, it was repeated every ten minute on CNN yesterday! *speechless*... he is great *if I find other word that could define it better than "great", I'd use it*. he's like Harvard Law School Graduated, young politician, and has a sincere spirit for the betterment of THE WORLD as a whole, not only America (but as we know America is more likely the nation who determines the world's situation recently), wheww.

anyway Obama's tag "Yes We Can" is similar to SBY's "Bersama Kita Bisa!" hehehe. even SBY use it first in 2004 :D. and still I amazed by the campaign manager of Obama, David Plouffe, for the greatest campaign method ever!

the unbelievable David Plouffe :)

"...that crisis has taught us something. We can't thrive the Wall Street while the Main Street suffers.."

-another stuck-in-the-head line of Obama's speech-

now, what's next?

Comeback Post..

wokay, mungkin orang-orang udah pada bete kalo ngebuka blog gw karena ngga ada postingan baru. maaf sekali saudara-saudara, akhir-akhir ini saya memang sedang ter-occupied dengan 2 hal: ALSA dan kuliah.

setelah dihajar hat-trick 3 presentasi selama 3 minggu berturut-turut, bersamaan dengan UTS, dan sebelumnya ada Pramunas dan Outward Bound ALSA (salah satu acara nasional ALSA gitu), trus sekarang juga masih ngurusin beberapa program kerja External Affairs (persiapan Seminar dan Workshop Nasional di Aceh nanti). I'm sparing my time for writing (again). kalo ngga disempet-sempetin, gw yakin sampe liburan semester nanti gw ngga akan nulis dan blog ini akan sepi postingan gw, huhu.

sebenernya gw pengeeeen banget cerita kegiatan-kegiatan tersebut di atas, tapi semuanya udah menguap setiap gw punya hal yang mau diceritain dan (karena gw bukan tipe orang yang suka mengingat-ingat yang udah lewat) I totally lost what I wanted to say, :D
this pas month has been soooo busy. not that I claimed myself as busy person or something, but everything kept occupied me on and on. mostly that presentation assignment, that I've been 'lucky enough' to got scheduled 3 weeks in a row every week, successfully made me got no weekend to enjoy. but, that shitty presentations are over *gladly* but something else are waiting. yes, the ALSA preparation. luckily this ALSA thingy doesn't occupy me that much, but still I need some time-out.

hmmmm. maybe this is my post for now but I promise, really I do, to post again soon.. :)
ooo, my blog I miss you. but somehow Facebook is more exciting :D

Some Little Shiny Award : D

hari ini mau posting blog ahhh. habisnya dapet award dari Mbak ku di Kanada sana. senangnyaaa. hehe.
so this is the award:


thanks for the award Mbak!! meskipun hari ini gw ngga puasa gara2 maag kambuh *tapi agak parah akhir2 ini, kalo maag gw kambuh, akan diiringi dengan muntah2 dan jadinya dehidrasi (hampir aja di opname lagi, huuuaah)* tapi gw harap besok bisa 'bersinar' lagi as usual, hahaha.



okay, so some things to pass on this award, syaratnya….gampang :

1. Copy gambar diatas lalu posting di blogmu
2. Lanjutkan tag ini minimal ke 5 blogger muslim yang kamu kenal. Jangan lupa tinggalkan komentar pada blog mereka ya.
3. Tulis alamat blogmu (dibawah gambar) setelah alamat blog pemberi tag.

didukung oleh:
antownholic.com, dee-adp.blogspot.com, pencakarlangit.blogspot.com, questionquince.blogspot.com, dessycherrypone.blogspot.com, greicheanwar.blogspot.com, raygatrasadi.blogspot.com, keiraadzra.blogspot.com, nadhiramalena.blogspot.com, bundadanulya.blogspot.com, obrolanwanita.blogspot.com, yudhistira31.wordpress.com, kepak-kepik.blogspot.com, sisesu.wordpress.com, arulovesit.blogspot.com.

soo, I'll pass on this award to..

1. Rara. my beloved cousin who's living her life now in Bandung. ini pertama kalinya dia sendirian tinggal ngga sama orang tuanya. good luck Ra!! new phase of your life must be great..

2. Difa. my roomate.. penggemar pop mie, hahaha.

3 lagi gw bingung mau tag siapa. hmmm, maybe I'll tag Sarah, Uti (yang baru jadian di bulan puasa, pastinya bersinar dong ah, haha), sama Ka Ncil (yang sudah melalui kompre, gd luck Ka!).

okay, so that was all. ngomong2 soal lebaran, tahun ini gw bakal mudik lagi (tapi masih belum tau kemana aja), yang penting jalan2, hahaha. a little thing to share, somehow I feel this Ramadhan (and another past 2 years Ramadhan) were different than I had before I went to college. something missing, hhhh.

nb: I really really wish that I can attend the 1st Asian Beach Games 2008. It will be held in Bali this 18th - 26th October. too bad I should struggling and juggling with my assignments and midterm test, huuh. but congratulations for everybody who get their chance to witness this event..

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Now playing: Darren Hayes - Casey
via FoxyTunes

Phantom Planet, oh Phantom Planet!

wow, finally Phantom Planet is back!!
God, I miss this band.
the band is back with a re-formation in it. it used to be 5 guys there, but now we have only 4 guys and they lost their former drummer Jason Schwartzman, replaced by Jeff Conrad (well, he brought a different sound for Phantom Planet for sure).

sekarang Phantom Planet musiknya kaya The Strokes, asik asik gimanaaa gitu, hahaha.
their new album is coming out in stores, and I'm excited for them having a world tour soon. they should come to Jakarta, really, I'd be ecstatic! :D *because I missed their show when they first came to Jakarta, I was too young to watch a rock show.

New Trend at Campus..

some entertainment in the middle of my rough days.. =)





these guys call themselves Moy Moy Palaboy, hahaha. guess they're from Philippines? whatever.

Another Chapter

tiga hari masuk kuliah, udah menguji kegigihan dan persistence gw buat nerusin semester ini. tiga hari aja, udah ngegambarin kehidupan gw di FHUI satu semester ke depan: penuh tugas, paper, diskusi, dan ngga ada main-main.
semester ini gw ngambil mata kuliah program kekhususan yang emang mau gw ambil (read: udah jadi tujuan gw sejak pertama kali gw tau gw diterima di FHUI). so excited yet so worry about all of this. first days of lectures were filled with assignments and some chapters to read. IT'S great, because finally for the first time in my life I get to learn what the word 'study' really means.
udah ngga ada lagi SKS (sistem kebut semalam), ngga ada lagi procrasting assignments apalagi leyeh-leyeh, hehehe.
then why do I so worry about it? karena kalo ternyata gw flunking juga semester ini, mungkin gw harus pindah kuliah kali ya. secara 4 semester kemarin nilai gw biasa aja, bahkan terjun bebas kemarin gara-gara sempet sakit dan karantina Abnon, gw ngga bisa main-main semester ini and again, for the first time my life at this campus, I worry about my study. kalo gw gagal di Hukum Internasional, gw ngga tau mesti ngapain lagi, I have no back up major other than this Transnational Law. there's also this anxious feeling of finding that this major will work for me, for once, I will know that I do belong in this field.
hhhh, okay I gotta go. that first chapters of Introduction-to-my-new-life-in-campus books are ready to read..

I fell so hard, but it's only because I have to, and will, fly higher in the next stage of life =)

PS: I AM nervous by the way.

Faith.

fifth semester is coming (in like, tomorrow) and also the fasting month... hmm, I don't know if I'm ready for facing those days. next semester means I have to be BETTER, in every ways: the way I study, the way I handle things, the way I attend classes, the way I manage my life and things, every thing. I know it's not going to be easy, it will be some kind of challenge for me. to be a better self, yeah it suppose to be challenge for everyone. there are many things that I want to achieve, my dreams (see the "S" here, I have many "dream"). oh, and thinking about reaching it already make intimidated..

sorry if I sound rambling my words, but it's just one of my problem these days: I cant seem to use words properly in describing things (hhh, I miss the old me, in a good way though). I'm losing myself right now, stuck in the middle of life. my mind seems dull..
new semester's coming coincidently with the Ramadhan, and I'm sure (actually hoping) that there will be a lot of blessings for me, hehe X).

Maaf Lahir Batin guys.. have a blessed Ramadhan.

Panic! At The Disco in Independence Day Celebration!!

yak, akhirnya gw nonton live performance nya Panic! at the Disco kemarin...!
hmmm, ngga seperti yang gw bayangkan sih (in a good way though, they're better). gw pikir bakal penuh dengan cabaret play gt (ngga banget deh di otak gw, kaya tema sebagian besar video klip mereka selama ini), ternyata mereka tampil dengan pakaian yang sangat normal, yahhh menonjolkan kegantengan masing2 lahh.
heran deh, perasaan mereka g ganteng2 amat, tapi pas ngeliat langsung kok oke2 semua ya? badannya jadi2 semua gitu, bahkan sampe si gitaris Ryan Ross yang kurus itu badannya jadi.
setelah sekian lama mimpi doang liat Brendon Urie langsung, eh akhirnya semalem ngeliat juga, gantengnyaaa. tapi si Ryan Ross aslinya lebih ganteng dari Brendon (istilahnya adorable banget lah ni cowok), plus his humbleness, oh I'm enchanted by him, ckckckck. padahal kalo di poster atau di foto aja si Ryan aneh gt appearancenya (didandanin macem2, padahal kalo polos, ganteng parah).
awal perform, mereka ngasih surprise pake bawa bendera merah putih segala (oooo, so sweet). and Ryan's hand wave? hooooh, bikin melting deh. suaranya Brendon juga sekarang jadi lebih bagus. wayyy better than their first album performances or the latest, when they played Nine In The Afternoon (pre-released) in VMA 2007 (I swear Brendon's voice was hurting my ears!).
mereka perform bawain lagu-lagu dari album pertama dan album terbarunya, tapi gw nggat terlalu connecting sama lagu2 terbaru mereka, paling cuma 2 lagu doang. menurut gw sih album pertama mereka lebih catchy dan Panic! banget deh (lengkap dengan synthesizer-nya) dan gw lebih suka yang pertama, ngga berarti gw ngga suka yang sekarang sih, hehehe. cuma yang kedua itu lebih band aja, dan kurang mind-blowing dibanding yang pertama (it's safe to say, their new album is more laid back than the first).
semalem mereka bawain lagu-lagu favourite gw, senaaang, hahaha (emang lagu mereka ngga banyak juga sih). yang gw harap mereka maenin Camisado, Time to Dance, There Are Reasons These Tables Are Numbered, Folkin' Around, sama That Green Gentleman.. and they did!!! alhamdulilah gw ngga percuma buang duit buat nemenin ade gw.. tapi mereka kayanya ngga nyanyiin She Had The World ya? apa gw doang yang ngga nyadar? wiih, padahal liriknya mantap abis (for liars).

some peeks from my ugly cameraphone =)

overall, last night's performance was good, but not with the merchandise. emang sih mereka bawa kaos yang asli dan dijual di booth nya Macbeth, tapi dengan harga 250ribu. hmmmm, untuk performance yang dihargain 300-350 ribu kayanya gila aja gitu kalo merchandise-nya dijual 250ribu. seinget gw kaos-kaos merchandise yang pesen di internet pun paling mahal USD$20.. udah gitu yang dateng kan banyak anak-anak (SD-SMA lah, gw sih pengecualian, haha) trus ngga baik aja buat ngajarin mereka bawa duit banyak-banyak ke konser, it will taught them to be consumptive. lama konsernya juga termasuk bentar, cuma 1 jam kurang lebih (jeda dari opening act-nya aja 40 menitan, gilaaa). mungkin karena album mereka juga baru 2 biji dan lagu-lagu hitsnya belum terlalu banyak, plus umur band-nya yang masih muda jadi ya emang ga bisa lebih lama lagi sih.
percaya apa ngga, gw bisa tidur bentar di jeda nunggu acara mulai sama waktu jeda nunggu si Panic!, pagi nya gw bangun jam 4 soalnyaaaa.

hmmm, well.. so far the best performance I've ever watch is STILL The Black Eyed Peas!!!! tetep lahhh. gila aja, dengan 500ribu udah dapet performance mereka selama 2 jam plus The Click Five setengah jam, dan ngga pake ngaret atau nunggu lama. keren abis-abisan pokoknya.
untuk opening act nya, The Changchuters cukup keren (gw doain mereka bisa go international deh, kocak banget abisnya). meskipun gw ngga tau mereka nyanyiin lagu apa, hehehe. tapi gw tersentuh sama starter-nya, saat mereka nyetel lagu Indonesia Raya dulu untuk pembuka performance, ahhh. it was all for my independence day, sebelum pagi dan siangnya diwarnai kegiatan di kantor (lomba tarik tambang, it hurts, hihihi).

anyway, now I'm wondering when will The Killers or The Stroke come to town??? atau mungkin musik yang ABG dikit, seperti Paramore gitu? hehehe. can't wait (>_<)

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Now playing: Panic! at the Disco - She Had the World
via FoxyTunes

Vacant Holiday

sebenernya saya kangen banget nulis blog. tapi... kayanya susaaaah banget nemu inspirasi buat ditulis. my ability for working with words seems to decrease bit by bit (oh noo!!!).
well, where was I? I was here, at home, doing nothing useful with my holiday, spending more and more money *and also savings* without earning one, cursing and yelling about everything that *in my opinion* doesn't seem right for a holiday.
I'm reading books right now. because of my boreness I read more than a book, switchly, so I haven't finish any of those books, haah.
I need some peacefullness here. and speaking of peace, I currently in love with a song and its video clip, that somehow listening to it makes me feel those calmness and peacefullness inside. it's a french song *agaiiin, I remember this not-so-holiday holiday*, and the video is just so cool and beautiful. with its art, I simply feeling this sudden happiness, HAHA *lie*. it's Carla Bruni's song called L'amoureuse. enjoy!

I don't know what caught me, but now I seem to curious and interested about fashion. especially those Milan, Paris, and New York thing *it's totally un-affordble interest right now guys, hahaha*. but I love watching runway shows, and I think it would be fun for being fashion model, hihihi.

aaaand, soon campus things will start and definitely need boundaries for increasing my grade. yeah, since I got the worst grade point last semester of the entire semesters, I kind of have this strong intention for making my 'dream-future' come into 'reality'. maybe I should follow Tisya's step in posting my last term scores on the wall to make myself motivated *but I think I'm too embarassed for letting everyone knows what my grade was, hahaha*. okay, so these are my pledge:

1. NEVER ditching classes again..
2. DECREASING late night sleeps.
3. maintain this wonderful positive spirit, hehehe.

well, I guess those are my main problem for this entire times, especially the first one. yea, I've been skipping lots of classes and I'm taking the consequences right now *ampun ya Allah.* so, I guess I'll start this upcoming semester with bright smile and pure heart, hoho *but please don't bring that grade point thing up again, you'll make this bright smile disappear right away.*

Saturday Night Rambling

malam ini, malam minggu (ngga penting abis)..

tadi pagi Non Zilda nelpon tiba-tiba, dia ngajak gw jalan, yasudahlah di iyakan dulu... jarkom beredar, ngajak semua abnon timur 2008 untuk jalan, yak ditunggu saja hasilnya.

sore..
Bang Popo berbaik hati menjemput kami para none untuk jalan ke Festival Kemang (Kemang Street Festival). begitu masuk mobil, yuuuuk, isinya cuma bertiga, empat sama gue. yah inilah kami, jomblo-jomblo yang ngga punya kerjaan di malam minggu. yang ngga tau mau kemana lagi kecuali sama teman 'senasib seperjombloan', hahaha.
bertekad melupakan masalah hubungan masing-masing, kita menghajar Festival Kemang (ditambah Bang Rama di tengah jalan).
nyampe sana, hujan aja lohhh. tambah deres, tambah deres, dan akhirnya kita memutuskan untuk cabut aja cari tempat lain.

menyebalkan sekali. berniat melupakan ketidakpunyaan pacar, eh malah diguyur ujan gerimis yang makin bikin malam semakin romantis (haha, untung gw ngga sendiri, wakakak).


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Now playing: Gavin DeGraw - I Have You To Thank
via FoxyTunes

Some Reviews and Hang Outs

hari rabu kemaren (pas libur nasional) gw nonton 2 film secara marathon di 21. awalnya sih karena ngga ada kerjaan aja liburan-liburan gini. jadilah gw meng-iyakan ajakan dua teman gw yang tiba-tiba dateng aja gitu ke rumah gw ngajak nonton... oke, film pertama yang gw tonton adalah The X-Files: I want To Believe yang gw udah penasaran banget pengen nonton dari minggu kemaren. dan ternyata, gw pusing dengan film ini... selain dapet tempat duduknya nomer 4 dari bawah, the movie was full of blood-spill (mual banget), trus agak-agak membosankan jalan ceritanya (buat gw ya)..

dan langsung skip ke film kedua (yang ini lumayan oke menurut gw), seru, meskipun tetep full of blood-spill (everywhere) secara ini juga film perang gitu. tapi bagus kok untuk ukuran film yang dibikin orang Asia. sayang sayang sayang... AKHIRNYA GANTUNG BANGET kawan-kawaaaan, dan ngga asik banget cara mengakhiri filmnya.
bayangin aja, gw lagi benerin posisi duduk, dan keluar logo 21 disitu (tandanya filmnya udahan). bingung, kaget, penasaran... padahal lagi seru-serunya banget, haaaaah. pengen langsung nonton kelanjutannya deh. dijamin, orang yang nonton Red Cliff pasti langsung nonton sekuelnya, DIJAMIN. gantung gila akhirannya, parah.
buat after all, seru juga hari itu. nganggur ngga ada kerjaan, tiba-tiba ended up di Mal Kelapa Gading (lagi) dan nonton 2 film (karena hari libur, jadi 'ngga mampu' nonton di Studio XXI, nontonnya di studio yang biasa aja, hehehe..


kemarin, saya dapet tugas jaga lagiii, hehehe (asik asik, soalnya baju sama make-up nya jadi ngga mubazir, hahahaha). kemarin tugas jaga stand di Lapangan Banteng, lumayan bikin kaki melepuh-melepuh lagi. but it was fun though, soalnya pulang dari sana makan lagi berempat (lagi-lagi, berakhir bersama Ino, Ibnu, Dinda). kali ini tujuan lebih dekat dan lebih jelas (karena laper), so we went straight to Hongkong Cafe.
tapi sayang, kemarin taste gw lagi agak-agak plain gitu, mungkin se-plain hati gw (nyahahaha, curhat colongan), jadinya di sana gw cuma makan dim sum2 gitu, ditutup dengan ice cream (yang kalo dipikir-pikir sih mahalan ice cream-nya daripada makanan gw, hihi). sebenernya makanan di cafe itu enak-enak, tapi karena gw ngga laper dan lagi males eksperimen nyoba-nyobain makanan, jadilah gw mesen makanan standar plus minuman yang standar pula (tapi sumpah minumannya ngga enak banget, strawberry tapi ngga ada asem2nya, sial), luckily we were saved by the cozy place. jadi kita berempat bisa nyantai setelah pegel-pegel kaki berdiri. lucunya, kita banyakan diem gitu berempat.
Ino pernah bilang, kalo bertemen tapi udah diem-dieman aja kalo ketemu artinya kita udah terlalu deket jadi udah tau semuanya, ngga perlu basa basi ngobrol gitu... kemaren Ibnu tiba-tiba nyeletuk hal itu, "Berarti kita udah deket dong ya?". but guess what, sisanya cuma ketawa kecil nanggepin itu (rasain lo Nu ngga ditanggepin, nyahahaha). but are we that close guys? hahaha, I don't know..

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Now playing: Gavin DeGraw - Next To Me (Wait A Minute Sister)
via FoxyTunes

Sunday Rambling

waaah, bingung nih kalo disuruh update2 lagii. karena emang lagi ngga ada cerita yang greget, hihihi.
so let us see what I can do from wrapping up the whole week in one post..

minggu ini somehow gw dapet 2 tugas dinas (ugh finally). yang satu nyambut Wakil Gubernur, yang satu lagi kemaren *seharusnya* ngawal Gubernur dan Walikota buat buka sebuah acara fair gitu. kenapa gw bilang seharusnya?? yak, karena tiba-tiba acara itu dibatalkan DAN tanpa ngasihtau abnon-nya yang tugas hari itu. alhasil gw berempat (dinda, ino, gw, dan ibnu) bingung begitu sampe tempat acara, kok ngga ada rame-rame sama sekali (biasanya kan kalo mau ada Gubernur dateng tuh persiapannya heboh banget).
tibalah pikiran buruk muncul "Jangan-jangan ngga jadi lagi, hahaha..." *but it was just a thought at first*. trus Abang Ino nanya sama yang ngasih tugas, dia pun jadi bingung dan mulai nelpon-nelpon protokoler..

10 menit..
15 menit..

Bapak Suku Dinas: "Tunggu 10 menit lagi ya, Suku Dinas nya lagi ngehubungin protokoler Gubernur...".

okay.. tapi 5 menit kemudian dia dateng sambil ngasih absen tugas, gw sih udah ketawa aja dalam hati, pasti nih tugas ngga jadi. eh bener aja loh, setelah itu si Bapak ini menjelaskan kenapa bisa batal kaya gini dan ternyata baru kejadian pertama kalinya nih tugas abnon bisa batal (ya bagus deh Pak baru pertama kali, kalo sering-sering ya serem juga).
hahaha, hasilnya kami berempat memutuskan untuk 'balas dendam'. Jadilah kita cabut ke Mal Kelapa Gading *gw sebenernya lupa juga kenapa dari sekian banyak tempat cozy di Jakarta tapi yang kepilih malah MKG ini, hahaha*. rencananya mau nonton The X-Files, tapi ternyata... ampun deh ngantrinya (what's wrong with these people??). akhirnya di MKG kita cuma makan dan mikirin mau kemana lagi.

mikir...mikir...mikirr... jadilah kita ke Kafe Pisa Menteng *lagi-lagi, dari sekian banyak tempat nongkrong di deket Kelapa Gading, kenapa juga milihnya jauh-jauh di Menteng segala?.* di sana stay dari jam setengah 8 malem sampai... jam 11 (yahh, waiter-nya aja sampe kenalan sama kita satu-satu, mungkin next time dapet free entry seru buat acara-acara mereka, haha).

another thing from this week, is me having uncomfortable situation with a friend(?)... haaaaaah, why did you have to be so cold????? damn, it's you who started it in the first place actually.. =(


nb: waaaa!! watched Twilight's movie trailer, I can't wait to watch the movie (still going to released at December 12 this year, hufff). the Edward Cullen really fit the description on the book, he's simply gorgeus, hohoho. tapiii.. saya mau dong jadi Bella-nyaaa *ngarep dikit ah*.


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Now playing: Tangga - Kesempatan Kedua
via FoxyTunes

Thank You is never enough

well..
terlalu banyak yang mau saya ceritakan.

this past 1,5 month has been the best month i've ever experienced so far. i've learned many many great lessons and received great things that i can't describe. intinya, gw bersyukuuur banget, banget banget. karena gw udah dikasih kesempatan buat jadi finalis None Jakarta 2008. karantinanya bener2 oke banget. perjuangan buat bertahannya juga gila-gilaan banget, dan finalisnya bener2 oke, gw ngga merasakan ada persaingan di sana meskipun sebenernya ada, we're more like family there and you guys are great.
sebelumnya gw ngga pernah ngebayangin bisa ngobrol face to face sama Ratih Sanggarwaty, Rae Sita Supit, atau Okky Asokawati, tapi sekarang gw udah ngerasain itu semua (karena mereka jadi juri kemaren).

ngga kebayang waktu terakhir gw nonton konser My Chemical Romance di JCC, tiba-tiba kemaren gw perform di panggung yang sama aja gitu sama mereka, bahkan lebih heboh panggungnya. pernah ngebayangin ngga sih lo sepanggung sama Mulan Jameela, hahahaha, bahkan gw fashion show harus pose di sebelah dia persis. sebelumnya gw juga ngga pernah ngebayangin bisa make kebaya mahal, tapi sejak final di wilayah pun gw disuruh make kebaya yang harganya 8 jutaan, pas final DKI kemaren mungkin lebih mahal lagi, soalnya desainernya Amy Atmanto (same person who designed kebaya for Miss Universe Riyo Mori).

gw juga pernah berhayal soal pejabat-pejabat yang ngga pernah kena macet kalo di jalan raya, eh selama karantina kemana2 finalis selalu dikawal polisi dengan 6 mobil Gran Max yang oke banget itu (harus nih, sponsor soalnya) dan nyelip2 jalanan macet seenaknya. and last but maybe the best of all, pernah ngebayangin ngga sih lo bisa masuk TV nasional trus foto lo ada di koran?? plus sekarang gw punya poster gede isinya muka gw doang ditambah kaos dan banner2 tulisannya nama gw, waaaa.


me, and supporters (anak SMP semua boo!)


hahahaha, udah kaya mimpi (thank you guys, you make it like a dream come true).


whatever the result was (which i didn't win it and i'm perfectly glad with it), i enjoyed the final show with pride and gratefullness.
now, i can back to my normal life, back to reality and my job as a student, hihi. aaaand no more wake up at pleasant apartment, no more ride with police back up, no more rehearsal (hahaha), no more faking =), no more pressure of wake up early in the morning, no more make up and high heels (yaayyy)!!

for more pictures, kindly visit my facebook profile.
nb: ngga kebayang juga, dalam jangka waktu 2 bulan gw punya "keluarga besar" baru dan sahabat2 baru.. God, it were amazing, thank you thank you thank you..


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Now playing: Boyzone - Everyday I Love You
via FoxyTunes

SCREAM

HOAAAAAHHHH! *scream from deep inside my throat.

I MISS MY FRIENDS, MISS MY CAMPUS, I MISS HANGING OUT, MISS BEING SPOILED. kangen jingkrak-jingkrak, kangen dugem, kangen makan portugal (porsi tukang gali), miss deep conversation with my "tutors".... and most of all, suddenly i miss my CARVEDIUM (haaah, ngga sabar pelantikan, bahkan gw ngga bisa dateng rapat minggu besok, AAAAARGH!).

trus gw juga udah ketinggalan BANYAK BANGET berita-berita tentang kampus. yang tadinya mau bantuin BPMB, i don't think i can make it now, =(

tapi, kata edwin gw ngga boleh ngeluh, kata irza gw bisa, kata lanang kalo udah selesai kita mau senang-senang, kata difa dia dukung gw, kata lidyar sabar aja, kata ivon dia juga mau matiii! so i'm not the only one suffered from this whole rehearsal after all, i'm still have these beloved friends around me.... oh you can't imagine how i need those mental support right now.. and most of all i'm still have this FAITH and my one and only God.



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Now playing: Afgan - Sadis
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Insomnian..

it's 1.34 a.m and i'm still awake..
syiiit! thanks for that free-upgraded size starbucks coffee (from tall to venti, 2 size up) and 2 pieces of croissant, i couldnt even shut my eyes longer than 10minutes!

hmm, waiting waiting. waiting for the sleepy feeling to come, waiting for him to reply my late-night message (he's probably sleeping but isn't tonight's the final of champions league? he should be up now), waiting for my brain to stop wondering of him, waiting for morning to come, waiting for everything..! aaargh, saya mau tidur tapi tak bisaa..!!

New Guy (walah, ngarep!)

ssstt.. cuma mau share dikit.. saya lagi suka banget dan kebayang-bayang
Lee Yon Dae niih. he's korean badminton player who saved korea 1 point yesterday! huaa, hes cute cute cute, has the same birth year as me (by meaning that he's young), and remarkably great =)



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Now playing: Paramore - That's What You Get via FoxyTunes

Thomas ngga keuber.

today's 4 days left for UAS and i'm still here, doing nothing useful for my exams.
malah, kemaren pertemuan terakhir Hukum Acara PTUN gw cabut, buat sesuatu yang sangat sangat sangat melelahkan.. literally melelahkan. gw ikut ngantri buat tiket Semi Final Thomas Cup!
rencananya sih, yang mau nonton itu pada nitip ke 2 orang temen gw, tapi ternyata di ticket box beredar gosip 1 orang cuma bisa beli 2 tiket, menghindari calo katanya (halahh).
akhirnya, dengan asumsi 1 orang maks. 2 tiket, berangkatlah 6 orang kesana termasuk gue buat ngantri, dan dengan asumsi pula jam 12an ticket box belom dibuka (gw sebenernya udah mulai curiga).

nyampe sana, gila juga keadaannya, ngantri udah puanjaaaaang banget 100 meteran lebih ada deh. nunggu..nunggu..nunggu. ada gosip jam 2 mau dibuka, ternyata ngga jadi, jadinya jam 4 (gimana orang2 disana ngga emosi coba?). yang gw bingung lagi temen gw yang ngantri dari jam 7 pagi juga belom dapet tiket, keterlaluan. udah jam 4, ticket box juga ngga dibuka-buka, semua orang makin emosi (kecuali gw gitu deh, hehe) mereka udah mulai jadi vandalis dan anarkis, sampe gw takut banget bakalan rusuh kaya kerusuhan Mei 98 *imajinasi berlebihan*. setelah pertimbangan macem-macem dan percaya banget nih tiket boks ga akan dibuka, gw dan yang laennya mundur keluar barisan, kecewa banget emang, but we're still smart enough to think clear that vandalizing things wouldn't be the right answer *wahaha*.

dannn, berakhirlah kita ber-12 *emang 'kurang banyak' sih nih rombongan, mestinya kita naik bis aja* nonton di halaman Istora, dengan catatan bigscreen yang kita tonton itu terbalik (jadi yang biasa Taufik Hidayat main pake tangan kanan, jadi kidal gitu).
selama nonton yahh, anak cowo udah nyeletuk2 tak terkendali dan kita cewe-cewe juma bisa ngetawain kebodohan mereka, haha. wanjiiing, suara para lelaki itu masih terngiang-ngiang di kuping gw (terutama dimana mereka saling ngata2in satu sama lain), dan mungkin gaya ngomong gw juga nyerempet-nyerempet mirip mereka, gilaa.. tapi yasudahlah, ini pengalaman. capek emang (either itu capek fisik dan capek hati) tapi ya ga papa. mungkin kapan-kapan semuanya harus direncanain dengan sangat bagus dan well organized (lengkap dengan koneksi lalala, hihi).

nb: pictures from yesterday will be upload soon. very soon when this errors over.


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Now playing: Andrea Corr - Stupidest Girl In The World
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Long Time No See ;)

hari ini baru sekali-kalinya gw menikmati kelas hukum lingkungan. meskipun awalnya kalang kabut dan bete sana-sini (terutama sama kelompok gw), tapi pada saat kelas berjalan somehow gw jadi sangat menikmati. jadi, kelas hari ini tadi isinya cuma diskusi. sebelumnya emang kita dibagi kelompok 5-7 orang buat bikin paper dan cari bahan diskusi tentang kasus pidana dan perdata lingkungan (we've been given causes about Newmont and Mandalawangi).

singkatnya, hari ini kelompok yang udah ada dipecah lagi ke kelompok-kelompok baru (kaya home group-focus group MPKT gitu), jadilah gw dapet kelompok bersama ka intan, kakak2 2004, bang ega, dea, dita, dan oyie (oh my dear MPKT friends). lalu, diskusi berjalan, dan tiba-tiba aja *klik* gw mendapatkan interest yang besar sama mata kuliah ini dan bahasan-bahasannya yang tadi didiskusiin. baru sekali.. baru sekali ini gw ngerti what they've been talking about (the lecturers) and i'm really really interested in the discussion (especially the part when titis has clearing everything we've arguing about *cieee titiiiiis* hehe). ka intan had managed to be a good mediator after all, and we've questioning things that we couldn't even find the answers at the end, and i have worry that she (the lecturer) will come up with those questions as the final exam's questions, huaaaah.


by the way, i finally get the essence of the quote that said "...the first step for something is the biggest part, and also the hardest of it...". hehehe, indeed.


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Now playing: Andrea Corr - Stupidest Girl In The World
via FoxyTunes

Lalalala..

I've just seen a face,
I can't forget the time or place
Where we just met
She's just the girl for me
And I want all the world to see
We've met, mmm-mmm-mmm-m'mmm-mmm

Had it been another day
I might have looked the other way
And I'd have never been aware
But as it is I'll dream of her
Tonight, di-di-di-di'n'di

Falling, yes I am falling,
And she keeps calling
Me back again.

I have never known
The like of this, I've been alone
And I have missed things
And kept out of sight
But other girls were never quite
Like this, mmm-mmm-mmm-m'mmm-mmm

Falling, yes I am falling,
And she keeps calling
Me back again..

*shiiiit, i always hate moments like this. where are youuu???? tell me, are you that damn busy?

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Now playing: Jim Sturgess - I've Just Seen A Face
via FoxyTunes

Weekday Vomit #1

what the hell was happened in Jakarta today???

haaah, lelah abis... bener-bener capek tinggal di Jakarta. bayangin, baru sekali tadi gw nunggu taksi di Citos selama setengah jam! setengah jam saudara-saudaraaa... rasanya gw pengen banget nelpon bokap minta dijemput, tapi dipikir-pikir ya ngga usah lah yaaa (cuma emosional sesaat kok). tapi gw bener-bener ngga habis pikir. jalanan di depan Citos udah macet abis, begitupun di depan lobby Citos persis (well, that's the scenery which accompany me while waiting for the damn taxi). and gratefully it was the closing of today's business...

kalo diinget-inget sih hari ini gw mengalami mobilisasi di kampus yang *somehow* made me want to throw up a.k.a capek bangettt. belum lagi tugas-tugas yang jumlahnya seribu satu (kemarin seribu, hari ini baru aja ditambah tugas kunjungan dadakan Perlindungan Konsumen, *kampreto Pak! kalo disuruh tugas susulan ya bilang dong dari kemaren-kemaren*). dan sekarang gw di rumah, dengan cerdasnya lupa bawa bahan-bahan tugas lingkungaaaan! shiiit, deadline udah tinggal selasa dan otak gw masih kosong-kosong aja, begitu pun paper-paper gw, emang paling pinter dah anak yang satu ini..




.....and somehow, him not replying my message just adding the hecticness in me, huh jahat.---->unimportant part, really.


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Now playing: Carrie Underwood - All-American Girl
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Sorry..

everyone, sorry if i'm kinda lazy in updating this page, because seriously, i was hectic preparing this and that about ALSA ECOMP.
and now, the ECOMP is over but there's still one event i have to take care of (Bangkit Hukum Indonesia) and it'll be held next Monday! soooo, between ECOMP and that event, i spent most of my time hibernating (enjoying my good night sleep and waking at 10 a.m the next morning, feels goood!!).

promise, when all of this is over, i'll back serving everything i can serve (in form of writings of course, hehehe). WISH ME LUCK GUYS!!! = )

weeeew, looks drop dead comfy rite?

*unimportant* Announcement x )

foto-foto Semarang kemaren, bisa dilihat di SINI teman-teman. it linked directly to my multiply. meskipun belum semuanya, coba lah di comment-comment, atau kalo menemukan anak universitas lain dan tertarik? boleh juga di konfirm ke gw *halah*..

Hello Jakarta!

baru nyampe Jakarta tadi malem, setelah hampir seminggu (6 hari 5 malem) di kota orang menjalankan amanat sebagai delegasi *wahahaha, ga sekeren kedengerennya kok*.
jadi, seminggu kemaren itu (mulai hari selasa kalo ngga salah), gw bersama 9 orang yang lain dari ALSA Local Chapter UI dateng ke Semarang buat Musyawarah Nasional ALSA.
too many things i'd like to tell you guys about this event, frankly, i feel so lucky for attending this *thanks a lot Ka Bi, and the rest of the gank -Yesi, Shinta, Andrea, BJ, Kosasih, Abay, Ka Imay, Ka Edith-*.
it was great and exciting (including those sleepless nights and felt-like never ending discussions) and i was very grateful and happy for meeting new people! yah, meskipun sayang sekali, seminggu di sana tidak membuat saya mendapat gebetan baru *tapi semoga calon gebetan ada, hihihi.
today i was meant to go to campus (because i skipped so many classes last week) but i ended sunk in my bed, sleep all day (fiuh, finally) and having this itch in my throat. but once again, these all worth it, hihi.


* i will post the photos from Munas as soon as i got it from others.

Weekend Vomit #2

baru nyadar, waktu tadi liat-liat toko musik ade gw nyeletuk:

"Coba deh album-album ini dijejerin, lucu banget..".

hmm, trus gw mikir,

"Iya juga ya..."

i don't know where the ideas of these album covers came from, was it from the same person or same team?? *like i care*, but it's quite funny to look at anyway...

Jonathan Rhys-Meyers??

pertama denger dia kalo main film oke itu dari Mbak Sili, eh malah jadi ketagihan pengen ngeliat dia terus. especially in his new-released movie August Rush *you should watch it*, he is totally got me stunned.

could Jonathan Rhys-Meyers be my next Josh Hartnett? o, don't worry Josh, you are unbeliveably irreplaceable to me.

Don't Know Anything Good To Write *so i just spit it* ; )

just heard the newest single from Panic! At The Disco.

not bad actually, i hope the single followed by a good album of them (they working on it now, the title is Pretty. Odd.). pretty odd, that the time-gap from their first album was too long, and people *press, mostly* start judging them for being 'one hit wonder band', poor Brendon.

but now they're back (i hope so) and hopefully can break the statement that they're only 'another one hit wonder'.

and speaking their new look, they will rocking this music universe for sure (especially for those emo girls out there). and maybe, they will come to Jakarta for another show someday *and i'll totally watching*.

Weekend Vomit

hiyaaah, sudah lama tak nulis-nulis lagi. udah mulai kuliah soalnya, udah 2 mingguan gitu.

sibuk kuliah? ngga (well, unless you say that taking 8 classes is a business *while other's taking 9-11 classes*).

sibuk kegiatan lain? ngga juga, ngga banget bahkan.

sibuuuk... berhayal, hahaha.

aku kangen interneeeet. yang modem lagi rusak, ah bete aja. terpaksa deh pake dial up *meskipun gw merasa agak lama ya?*, but what the heck, it's better than not online at all. hmmm, kalo lagi bosen gini pengennya ngeborong cd-cd nih, lebih mantap lagi ngeborong dvd bajakan (heee, meskipun saya anti piracy, tapi khusus dvd, ntar aja deh kalo udah kerja baru beli yang aslinya, maaf maaf). bingung juga nih mau nulis apa, pengennya sih nulis wishlist, tapiiiii... it's going to be a long one, sorry.
well, there's this new review in my multiply site, so go 'head and check it out! don't forget to leave your comment okay! *wink*

nb: when i came to MCR concert few weeks ago, actually i saw this skully-man-from-head-to-toe, and i thought he was just another die hard fans of MCR (well he might be is). but the news is, he was DARIUS SINATHRYA (shit, i just know it!!), the one i had a picture with in Beyonce's concert. waaaaaa, if i knew it was him, damn! i'd probably just took another picture with him (hehe.. well, what more would you do?).

My Chemical Romance Live in Concert.

huahahaha. what a relief! semalem abis ketemu abang Gerard sama Mikey dan abang Frank, hohoho.

yes, last night i watched My Chemical Romance LIVE! God, they were freaking awesome. though things were a little out of hand down there at the festival (very out of hand actually in the first three songs), i enjoyed it sooo much. we were soaking wet but wtf i don't give a damn care, as long as i got Mr. Gerard and Mr. Mikey on my sight *luckily, they were standing next to one another, so i never lost one of them*.
huaaah, i'm speechless. salute to the promoter *once again Java Musikindo* for having the best venue and a great band both at once.

Gerard kept saying that the crowd was fucking awesome (fucking thank you for you Ger) and he never looked exhausted, Mikey? he's a little quiet but his performace was... aaaargh.. cute (combination of that bass playing and his head-shooking, simply made me cry). that Frankie was cool too, especially when he screamed a few bars in a song, with that crazy rhythm-guitar playing... wow! Ray Toro did a great job as the lead guitarist *with that wide hair*, and Bob? also did amazing back there with his drums (especially where there's this part, when he changed his shirt, every girls screamed but i wasn't *maybe i would if it was Mikey or Gerard* hehe).
well, i'd love to watch their perfomance again or more, meet them personally because they're just one of the coolest band existed with those good looking appearances, hahaha.

it's an out of hand situation down there!

Indonesia Mourn *counting my last days of holiday*

huaaah, akhirnya pelantikan selesai. kurang tidur, badan sakit-sakit karena ketimpa balon air, rambut kering bin kusut gara-gara hairspray, pala pusing, kulit berminyak, huaaah begitulah.

o iya, kemaren pas lagi foto-foto selesai pelantikan, tiba-tiba kita mendapat kabar *via SMS* kalo Pak Harto meninggal, inalillahi wa inna ilaihi rajiun.
ngga percaya juga, tapi lega juga. karena gw orangnya ngga tegaan ya, jadi ngga tega juga ngeliat keadaan kritis dia selama di RS. semoga karena kepergian dia ini, bikin keluarganya sadar (tau sendiri kan keluarga Cendana itu penuh dengan intrik), semoga Mas Tomi sadar, Om Bambang Tri juga sadar dan baikan sama Halimah *halah*.
kayanya kalo diperhatiin, Soeharto itu mulai aga "goyah" setelah ditinggal sama Ibu Tien deh.
i mean, she was almost present in every occasion either it's social or political. hmmm, tapi mungkin itu kebetulan doang, hehehe. lagipula meninggalnya itu udah diprediksikan banyak orang juga kok. gw pernah denger, kalo pembesar (orang besar) Jawa itu kalau mau meninggal, daerah kelahirannya itu pasti nunjukkin tanda-tandanya. belom lama ini kan Karanganyar ada tanah longsor gitu, yah mungkin itu udah nandain kali ya, banyak yang percaya gitu sih. trus pas Pak Harto meninggal, di Astana Giribangun nya itu ada hujan petir, dan seharian ini mendung dan hujan, terserah juga sih mau percaya apa ngga, gw cuma sok-sok nyambung2in aja, hohoho.

jadi teringat, jaman gw SD dan rutin "dikirim" sekolah buat perayaan Hari Anak Nasional di Taman Mini trus ketemu Soeharto sama Ibu Tien, gw seneng dan banggaaa banget, norak deh pokoknya. tapi dia emang selalu ada di tiap perayaan itu, jadi udah beberapa kali gw ketemu dia. sedih juga sih sekarang udah ngga ada dan dia dihujat semua orang, padahal dulu gw pikir presiden itu bakalan cuma Soekarno dan Soeharto ;)
tadi nonton berita juga, ternyata influence-nya dia sampe ke luar negeri gitu, Al-Jazeera aja sampe punya satu acara tentang People & Power dan hari ini tentang Soeharto dan Orde Baru nya. emang sih kalo diinget2 jelek2nya, dia emang bisa dibilang diktator, tapi kalo diliat dari nation's stability mendingan mana coba? gw bilang sih jaman Soeharto itu (dimana USD masih 2000-an dan dan uang 500 cukup banget buat jajan, hehehe). bagaimanapun, dia Bapak Pembangunan kita dan kalau mau diadili, masih ada kroni-kroninya kok. orang yang udah ngga ada, diampuni aja, tapi kroni-kroninya itu, harusnya sih bisa diadili tuntas. trus ada satu lagi nih, quote beliau di masa kritisnya, dia bilang:

"Siapa lagi yang akan percaya dokter Indonesia kalu bukan presidennya?".

karena itu makanya selama sakit dia ngga mau berobat ke luar negeri atau make dokter asing, padahal kalau mau bisa banget lah. he is unforgettable, doesn't matter what he done, for better or for worse, he's still Pak Harto. everyone will always remember him.

Few Hours Left To Initiation

hohoho, sudah lama nih kayanya ngga menulis lagi. abisnyaa, emang lagi ngga ada inspirasi, dan kalopun ada, seems my fingers couldn't handle to type as fast and as much as what i'm going to tell, hehe.
sebenernya sekarang ini lagi hectic, nyiap2in barang buat besok pelantikan Liga Tari. yep, i'm in that stuff for quite a long time but haven't initiated yet. jadi beginilah, dealing with all those make-ups (eye shadows, blush-ons, krayolan *you know, type of foundation that REALLY makes your face FLAWLESS, for shows purpose only*, not to mention those fake eyelashes that i must put on at the initiation, etc), hair buns (iya, kita harus bawa SANGGUL! bo, sekalian aja deh ntar gw buka salon), sarung, and.. a whole lot other stuff (ada nametag juga *kayanya gw bakal mempublish nametag2 gw suatu hari nanti, dari jaman SMA sampe sekarang*).

selain make up, jadi kita yang akan dilantik diharuskan punya sebuah Buku Perak *which is, literally, a book which cover's silver* berisikan semua tarian yang udah dikasih plus urut-urutan gerakannya (fyi, sangatlah banyaaak!). huh, untungnya cuma 2 hari weekend ini doang, karena jujur aja gw maleeeees banget. namanya juga pelantikan.. yahh, you know how it'd be. dan gw berpikir, "udah segede gini masih harus dilantik jugaaa? hello?!" *and i think i'm mimicking someone*.

hmm, mau ngelanjutin ngerjain buku perak dulu nih, nanti hari senen atau minggu malam, heuheuheu, dilanjutkan lagi postingannya ; )

Golden Globe Awards is cancelled!!!

seems like the Golden Globe Award is cancelled. at least if the show's still go on, there won't be many actors show up due to the actors' strike of solidarity to WGA's strike.


as the announcement of the Golden Globe winners, Hollywood Foreign Press Association (the organizer of the event) will held a press conference to publish the winners and a television session broadcasted by NBC to announce them.




well, it's the first time for Golden Globe Awards to be cancelled, but i hope this will also be the last time. besides, i don't understand why it's so hard for the production houses to discuss the payment raise for the writers. i mean, they (production houses) make a hell lot of income from their shows and that's also because of the contribution of writers (even Hollywood actors know better that they can't do much things without script).

Happy New Year 2008!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY!!!

new hopes, new resolutions, better life, better grades, better in everyways..

here i have these pictures that i took in new year's eve, it captioned the crowd's enthusiasm in celebrating new year! *they're flooding Thamrin street, amazing* too bad it was rained, so i can't take some pictures in the crowd, really, must be exciting if i had some, hihihi.

people's crowd headed to either Monas or Bundaran HI..

new year's evening