It's not how often you meet them, it's the quality of time you have with them.

surprisingly, in the middle of my working hours i'm still able to post something to this blog, hehehe. yeah lawyering can consumed all of your time sometime, but when the load is low you basically can do anything you want, browsing, relaxing, just saving up your energy for the next tides. i wonder what would i write this time, hmm.

well, last week, a friend of mine, even though i don't really know him that close, passed away. he was a Korean college student, member of ALSA, and i met him at ASIAN Forum last year in Seoul. he was a caretaker for Malaysian delegates thus he has that close relationship with my Malaysian friends. my dear Malaysian friend Putet wrote a really heartbreaking post about our friend, his name is Moon Gyu "Daniel" Jung. when first heard this news i felt really sorry that this kind of event happened to our beloved organization. since first joined this community, i've never EVER thought that someone i know in this organization would passed away in their young age. but that's what life is. it was a kind of wake up call and a reminder for me and the rest that life is indeed short and unpredictable. 

as for me, i have many friends that i don't see much or talk often, but still i consider them as my good friends. as you grow up and meet various kinds of people, it's not how often you meet them or talk to them, it's about the quality of time once u meet them. i have good friends, whom I consider as my best friends, even though i don't talk much or meet often with those persons. it is merely because the sense of bonding i felt everytime i met them and from the first encounter i just KNOW that they can be my good friends, whom I care a lot til today. so by this post, i will let everyone know that I will always pray for all of my good friends throughout the world, regardless they remember me or not, regardless we don't talk much or meet often, regardless our business and activities, i love you guys. i do expect to see you again soon.

Let me tell you something about (one of) my dreams.

Since my early age, i have a dream to get to live in Japan in my future. at first i don't know which part of Japan it would be, but as i grew, i decided that i will (somehow) have a life in Tokyo. During my school and college years, i didn't really thought about it much, but recently it has been a daily thought of mine. As time does went SUPER DUPER FAST when you reached 20s, i do feel a bit insecure. I have this strange insecurities to age and growing up. I don't know when will i tamed it, but until now, i still feel that way :(

Okay, back to my Japan plan. Aaa, recently it just stuck in my head. I really really have to go there to do my initial 'adjustment' before I live there permanently (well, eventually, I hope). Even though now I still don't know what to do to fulfill that dream, i don't know i just have this faith somehow. There are just too many things that i want to do and achieve in my 20s. Even I have this boost that I have to do most of them soon! I have to achieved something before I am 25 -_____-"

Tokyo-san, don't run away, hang in there, I'll come to you soon.

this is the part of Shibuya (if I'm not mistaken). I always remember this picture and i think it is still like this today. I remember seeing this picture and have this thought of "I have to come to that HMV!". hehehe. that thought stays until today.

....actually, I'd still take anywhere in Japan outside Tokyo, but I have to know how it feels like to live in the most expensive city in the world, hehe.

Another year, another wish, another stories.

It's a shame for me to not updating this blog since a million years ago :( many things had happened and it's already another brand new year.

Let us track back to my last post, which was made on March 2010 (hmmm, almost a year ago?). Then, I was stressed because it was unlikely for me to finish my last-assignment and getting graduation that very semester. It was on March.

Thanks the Allah The Greatest, I don't know from where, how, or how come I got the strength, courage and determination to work on that. Miraculously (yep I should put it that way, miraculously), I was able to finished it at the very last timing on early July, had presentation on July 9th, and graduated on August. It was a long, tiring, yet superb journey I'd been through so far in my life. I AM SUPER GRATEFUL, SUPER PROUD OF MYSELF, and super confused at the same time. Just put aside the 'super confused' part, will definitely ruining this first-post-of-2011 :)

After graduation commencement ceremony on August, I was able to had some time-off, enjoying free time and such. On October, i started to have a real job...as an intern lawyer. Work was tiring, yet enriching and really really stuffed you with experiences, knowledge, and network. So far I'm trying to enjoy what i have ^^!

Well, I don't really know what else to say right now. Seems that my mind works better when i write something stressing, gloomy, and depressing, hahahaha. But I will definitely write again soon. hmm, ah! Almost forgot to say something about this year's wish(es). I...definitely want this year to be special, as time flies really really REALLY fast after you reached 20, I really want to wrap up everything this year (though it is quite impossible). But I believe in mind power, I deffffinitely believe in mind power and God. If i have both I'll be fine...and

i have them. Current things that upset me the most are time and this never-ending to-do-and-to-achieve list. I feel like my time is running out and I am insecure that I will be too old when I finally achieved those things. I have regrets, but I don't want to stuck on those regrets. It has been my destiny, for having history like what I had. If I keep regretting, means that I regret God's plans. I want to discovered what I've been curious of at this 20-ish age. I want to treasure and absorb all of it. I wasn't lucky to count on my parents back then, but there's no need to regret it now, right. I still can make it...soon, I'll have it coming to be reality. I have God on my side, with God and myself, it's enough.

Okay then, I'll see you soon. I've been missing this, writing for my blog since a long time ago. It's always hard to start again but it's fine now ^^!

HAPPY NEW YEAR ALL. MAY GOD BLESS US WITH SUCCESS, HEALTH! AND PROSPERITY :)